Monthly Archives: 一月 2010

EXTREMELY BUSY WEEK!!!!

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The month of February welcomes me with:

Monday: Japanese Test

Tuesday: International Studies Research Paper Bibliographies

Wednesday: Senior Project Presentation,
                     Senior Project Final Proposal,

Thursday: Economics Midterm

Friday: Real Estate and the City Assignment #1 (which is actually a take home exam in disguise)

… ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHH

FB’s like

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I sometimes question the need to like my own status or posted items, since its there… wouldn’t it already be quite obvious that you liked this? but I do understand why people do that… in fact, I do that sometimes as well :$ which is why… I really think there should be a “dislike" option next to the “like" one… it would make more sense to others when you choose to like or dislike the things you put up.

Facebook!! why can’t you make us a dislike …. thing!?!?

hmmm….

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Jeff is right… there are some things that you just don’t have to tell others about… just let things be… let people accept you the way you are… not by the things you did (for them).

I finally realize the importance of this… what took Jeff 1 year to realize took me 3, maybe I just didn’t do enough as he did… or maybe he as just always been more intellectual and emotional driven than me…

emotions…less

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I no longer know how to express myself… all I could do is put on different masks…. mask that don’t exactly reflect how I feel or think… I don’t think I know how I feel anymore… emotions seem nothing to me… when I cry, I feel like I should cry… when I am mad, I feel that I should be mad… but somehow to me… it seems that none of these emotions can really affect me anymore….

what is sadness? what is madness? what is astonishment? what do I care about?

since when did these emotions leave me?

It seems I could only portray happiness, contentment, these are only the emotions I can portray properly… but I do wonder… is this how I feel when I show these?

I think I have learned to become fake…. but I don’t mean to… I do care about others… I truly do… I just don’t know how to express my caring anymore.

Happy 2010!

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wow… just so hard to believe its already 2010!… feel kind of weird… a big step for me… already 10 years from 2000… what goes for the following years… the new decade?

希望新一年有個好的新開始!

再一次與 Joshua Fellowship 的弟兄姊妹倒數!

 

2010年 要 achieve:

1．畢業！（非常重要！）

2． 找份好的工．

3．(不能說的…   )

4．在最後的學期做想做的事．

New Years!! :)

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Happy New Year!! 🙂
My New Year’s resolution:

要 存好心, 做好事, 說好話 ❤
忍！忍三分, 退三分, 讓三分！

(need to: keep good intentions, do good things, say good things

(:O there’s no English Translation for 忍!?!?!?) can’t translate 😦